Reclaiming Joy: Fixing Our Eyes on Jesus Again

Posted by Marcus Allred
On February 24, 2026

Understanding Esprit de Corps

Esprit de Corps means “the spirit of the body” and describes a defining aspect of what it means to be a U.S. Marine. This spirit is embodied in values such as Honor, Courage, and Commitment, with unity, motivation, and teamwork as its core tenets. I hesitate to even write about this because I have never been a Marine, and I do not want to bring any dishonor to the brave men and women of the Marine Corps. I reference esprit de corps here only as an illustrative example.

Lessons from the Police Academy

I remember going through the Police Academy and focusing heavily on the values we, as police officers, were expected to embody – both before and after we were sworn in. Those values closely mirrored those of the Marine Corps: Honor, Courage, Commitment, Teamwork, Fidelity, Integrity, and more. In a very real sense, we had our own esprit de corps.

Having never been in the military, this was my first experience learning what it meant to come to attention, salute, form lines, walk in formation, and properly wear a uniform. These practices taught me the importance of following the chain of command and staying in cadence with my sergeant and classmates. Any distraction or deviation from that cadence instantly caused dysfunction and chaos – followed quickly by a “chewing-out” and extra push-ups. As long as we stayed in step with our sergeant, things went smoothly.

When Values Become Ideals Instead of a Way of Life

One thing I noticed over time is that unless values are deeply rooted in who you are, they can slowly shift from being a way of life to becoming mere ideals – especially as a first responder’s career grows darker and more difficult. It’s not that those values stop mattering; rather, the weight of the job can gradually pull you away from the esprit de corps if you’re not careful.

Ironically, in moments of crisis, those values often rise to the surface and hold us together. But once the crisis passes, the same values that sustained us can be pushed aside again.

The Christian’s Esprit de Corps: The Spirit of the Body

As Christians, we also have an esprit de corps – the Spirit of the Body. The parallels are striking, though there are important differences.

The day you were saved by grace through faith (Ephesians 2:8–9), placing your trust in Jesus Christ – who died for your sins, was buried, and rose again on the third day – you became a son or daughter of God (1 Corinthians 15:3–4; John 1:12). At that moment, the Holy Spirit came to live inside you, and your body became His temple (1 Corinthians 3:16). You were placed into the body of Christ (1 Corinthians 12:27), commonly referred to as being “in Christ.”

With that placement came many realities and privileges that now belong to you as a child of God. I want to focus on a few of them here.

The Fruit of the Spirit Is Already Yours

Galatians 5:22–23 tells us:

“But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control…”

This fruit – this evidence of the Holy Spirit living within you – is not something you have to manufacture. You received the Holy Spirit the day you were saved, and with Him came this fruit in its fullness.

Like Marines or first responders, believers have values we are called to live out. The difference is crucial: in one setting, those values must be worked toward and maintained through effort. As believers, these qualities already reside within us. As we grow in Christ, the fruit of the Spirit becomes increasingly evident in our daily lives.

When that fruit is absent, it is not because it has disappeared, but because we have chosen to walk in the flesh rather than be led by the Spirit. Galatians 5:16 reminds us:

“Walk in the Spirit, and you shall not fulfill the lust of the flesh.”

Why Focus on Joy?

For the remainder of this post, I want to focus on just one aspect of the fruit of the Spirit: joy. The same principles could easily apply to love or peace.

If joy is already mine in its fullness, why do I so often lack it? Am I supposed to be joyful at all times? And if so, what exactly is joy?

Most believers – and even some non-believers – recognize that happiness and joy are not the same thing. Happiness is often tied to favorable circumstances. Joy, however, can and should exist in the believer’s life regardless of circumstances. More on that in a moment.

“He’s Where the Joy Is”

This year, my daughter and I have been reading through the Bible together using The Bible Recap for Kids by Tara-Leigh Cobble. Each daily reading ends with the phrase: “He’s where the joy is!”

That simple sentence stopped me in my tracks. It caused me to reconsider not just the topic of joy, but its true source.

That led me to Paul’s letter to the Philippians – a letter centered more on joy and rejoicing than any other he wrote. When Paul penned this letter, he was imprisoned in Rome. Persecution and suffering for Christians were widespread throughout the Roman Empire, and only a few years later, under Nero, Paul would be martyred.

Long before that, however, Paul had already endured extraordinary suffering for Christ. So how could he write, in Philippians 4:4,

“Rejoice in the Lord always. Again I will say, rejoice!”?

The answer is simple and profound: Paul learned that joy is not found in circumstances or people. Jesus is where the joy is.

Joy is the settled confidence and peace that comes from knowing Jesus is present with us at all times and in all places – and that nothing can separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord (Romans 8:38–39). The worst our enemies can do is harm or kill the body; they can never take eternal life from us. And Jesus has promised that the best is yet to come.

How does this truth play out for first responders who repeatedly enter darkness – and sometimes return home to it?

How Darkness Erodes Joy

That darkness originates from multiple places: our own sin, the sin of others, and the brokenness of the world. Over time, even believing first responders can become jaded, cynical, and suspicious of everyone around them – including their own families. There is no joy there.

So how did we get here?

Fixing Our Eyes on Jesus Again

When we lose sight of our esprit de corps and our true position in Christ – our real identity—we have taken our eyes off the source of joy.

Hebrews 12:1–2 (CSB) tells us to:

“…lay aside every hindrance and the sin that so easily ensnares us. Let us run with endurance the race that lies before us, keeping our eyes on Jesus, the pioneer and perfecter of our faith.”

Verse 2 continues:

“For the joy that lay before him, he endured the cross, despising the shame, and sat down at the right hand of God.”

Jesus is our source of joy. In the midst of the greatest suffering ever known, He fixed His eyes on the Father and on the joy set before Him – the redemption of you and me. He endured the cross, paying a debt that should have been ours, and He did so with joy.

When we take our eyes off Jesus, we fall out of step with the Holy Spirit – who is always in step with Christ, who is always in step with the Father. Our cadence breaks down. And we begin asking questions like:

Is everyone else out of step – or is it just me?

Did the fruit of the Spirit run out?

Did Jesus abandon me?

Joy Belongs to You – But It Can Be Surrendered

Here’s the truth: joy belongs to you because you have the Holy Spirit. Nothing and no one can separate you from Him. And nothing and no one can take away the joy that is yours in Christ.

However, by taking your eyes off Jesus – by choosing sin or walking in the flesh – you can surrender your joy. When that happens, you lose the capacity to experience joy, even though it still belongs to you.

Returning to the Place of Joy

If you find yourself lacking joy, take inventory.

Are you reading Scripture so you can truly know who Jesus is and who you are in Him? Or are you choosing to live life your own way, only to discover the truth of Proverbs 14:12:

“There is a way which seems right to a man, but its end is the way of death.”

Maybe you know your identity in Christ but have forgotten what it means. Perhaps it’s time for a reminder.

Surrender your way by confessing sin. 1 John 1:9 promises:

“If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.”

When we do this, fellowship with Him is restored. Remain in that posture of humble surrender – and you will find yourself once again in the place of experiencing joy.

If this article stirred something in you, you’re not alone. If you need prayer, support, or someone to connect with, we’re here to help you take the next step toward hope. Please reach out to us through our Contact Us page, or leave a comment below.

Marcus Allred
Marcus Allred brings over 24 years of experience serving alongside first responders—first through his work with the Winston-Salem Police Department, and later in the public safety software industry. Throughout his career, Marcus witnessed the emotional and spiritual toll this calling can take on first responders and their families. Over time, God began to stir a deeper mission in Marcus’ heart: to share the lasting hope of Christ with those serving on the front lines. In 2023, after watching PTSD911, a documentary exposing the mental and emotional burden faced by millions of first responders, Marcus recognized a critical gap—spiritual support rooted in the gospel. That same year, Marcus and his wife Peggy connected with Mission First Alliance and found a deep resonance with its mission. As they attended events and volunteered with the ministry, their calling to serve grew stronger. In early 2025, God opened the door for them to step into full-time ministry with Mission First Alliance. Now serving as Alliance Coordinator, Marcus is passionate about building deeper relationships and fostering discipleship within the first responder community. His personal experience, strong faith, and heart for service make him uniquely equipped to help lead the ministry’s efforts to bring real hope to those who serve others daily.

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  1. Robert Brown

    Wonderful, wonderful thought provoking piece, Marcus!!!

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